I kicked the shit out of breast cancer. Now what?
My musings from the flip side.

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I had a nightmare last night that I started a new blog.  Then I woke up and realized that in fact I did…exactly 26 days ago.   The guilt of not posting is almost overwhelming, almost like not paying a parking ticket or procrastinating on that client SOW I need signed.  The truth is I’ve been busy BUT I’ve also been struggling for a good topic to memorialize…and the daily grid isn’t cutting it. 

BUT don’t fret my fellow readers, I found something blog-worthy.  After 12.8 years of commuting to 111 E. Wacker Drive, Monday, I will take another route to work.  Yes, I am a bit nostalgic today – I will miss my favorite Starbucks dude who always slides me a free Venti China Green Tips, and I am sad to say good bye to Eddie at security who once saved me from a broken elevator shaft – but I am happy to move on….and UP. 

And today, I say good-bye to my officina.  Oh, that is the saddest part.  These four walls have seen (and heard) A LOT of shit over the years.  My view was a brick wall and the furniture is from 1976, but I always appreciated closing my door during the rougher times.  Just for example, we may or may not have opened a bottle of wine when a conference call hits the two hour mark – it’s times like that an office comes in handy.  Just saying.

Monday morning I will navigate my way to the John Hancock Building – that tall phallus-looking building in the Chicago skyline.  Where, by design, there’s not a private office in the whole place.  That’s our new home (18th floor views!) – that is where the (magic happens) future lives.   I am SO looking forward to our new open floor plan, I am finally going to make some new friends (or lose some), whether I want to or not. 

As my Dad always told me, the only thing constant in life is change.  And after 12.8 years of taking the same damn route to work, I am embracing this move.   The best part is we’re moving from WACKER DR. to THE HANCOCK…let the penis jokes commence. 

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I always thought once you’re married and have kids there’s really no need for additional anniversaries in your life.  Seriously, what other monumental moments need to be commemorated on an annual basis?  Well, whether I want it or not, I just acquired another one.  One year ago today my life took a turn.  Some would say for the worse, I can now say for the better.  On June 22, 2011 I was told I had breast cancer….on June 22, 2012…I can confidently proclaim, I am cancer-free. 

It’s incredible to look back and think about what happened in those 365 days.  Most of the time, I really don’t, I’ve moved onward and upward.  But today is my day to reflect and question…how the fuck did I pull that one off?  And what the hell do I do now?

It’s simple, I’m just going to keep on keeping on.  I’m going to enjoy my new curly hair, flaunt my new boobs and add another really crazy story to my biography of life.  

I am done waiting for the green flag, today I am taking the checkered.